My personal life has been
fine. I had a good week at work. Sue had surgery that went well. Dr. M has done
a great job of feeding me. I’ve enjoyed the books I’ve been reading. But nationally
it has been a train wreck! The RNC, hurricane, wildfires, and The Black Panther
died. Such a hard week! And I didn’t even mention that we’re still in a
pandemic. Oof.
Sunday, August 23rd
I was in bed playing a game
on my phone when I thought to myself, “Self – you haven’t taken a picture
today, have you?” The answer was no, so I took this picture of all the stuff on the trunk across
from the bed. I think I might have enough accent pillows. Those two white ones
are pillow inserts for some crochet project that hasn’t happened yet.
Monday, August 24th
I had this grand idea of
taking pictures of my outfits this week so I could remember how I put them
together the next time I want to wear them (I figure I’ve already gone through
the pain of figuring it all out – why have to do it again?). However, this is
the only day I remembered. And it’s the only picture I took that day.
Tuesday, August 25th
Just another entry in the
Bang Chronicles. They are this || close to staying tucked behind my ears. I got
them cut a year ago this week according to my Facebook memories (they did get
trimmed again a few times – I’ve just been growing them out since March).
Wednesday, August 26th
I’m glad I’m the kind of
person who doesn’t let herself run out of dental floss. Otherwise this picture
would make me very sad.
Thursday, August 27th
Our daylilies have started
blooming again!
Friday, August 28th
Broke my $10 kiddie sunglasses. Very sad. Also, as I
said on the socials, 50 something year old women shouldn’t try to do the pouty
look.
Saturday, August 29th
Your weekly progress photo. I
only got two sides done. I’m including a photo showing how I’m joining the
squares as I go. The squares are just joined on the corners. It sort of makes me think of (very colorful) chain mail - ha!
Tomorrow we’re having church
in the sanctuary for the first time since March. We’re blocking off pews,
wearing masks, not singing, not hugging… I feel conflicted – a little worried
that we’ll slip up & not be safe, but also salty that I have to leave my
house. I’ve gotten used to staying home on Sundays! I’ll let you know how it
went.
I’m going to close with some
ranting that I did on FB. I posted an essay from someone about systemic racism.
An acquaintance started posting stories in the comments about how bad Black
Lives Matter (the organization) is, and how good the police are, and how a
liberal congresswoman called for unrest in the streets (like that’s a bad
thing). Here was my reply to her: “I'm increasingly frustrated with the
response of 'but they did this' & 'they did that' to
any discussion of systemic racism. I understand that it can be hard to grasp
because we've breathed it like air & bathed in it like water for CENTURIES.
But we have to try. Because the REASON that people behave like they do is
embedded in the structures that have privileged white people. Stop looking at
what they're doing & try to figure out why. And then work to make changes.
Because unrest is going to be there until we fix it.” Then she posted ANOTHER
story saying that all lives matter. So I said this, “…you continue to miss the
point. I DON'T CARE what people are doing in this particular instance. WHAT ARE
WE DOING to fix the system that is causing the unrest? It's like telling your
child to keep quiet when they try to explain what hurts, as if it will just go
away if they shut up.”
That was WAY out of my
comfort zone. So basically I need to hide under a rock for a few days. I’ll see
you guys next week!
I know the same feeling with FB commenters. The level of white people obliviousness defies all reasonable measurement. More to the point, I have to deal with such people in person on a daily basis.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE your analogy of the hurt child. It's perfect and very poignant.
ReplyDeleteAs you know, I am not (and cannot envision a time when I will ever be) on fb. But I'm hearing that it is absolutely 45* driven and overtaken by his cult. It would seem that, again, it is going to unduly influence this election.
I am in despair.
Excellent comments on BLM! You nailed it. Hope church went well! (You're probably there as I write this!)
ReplyDeleteGood on you for expressing your views. I hate how divided we've become. It's become difficult to discuss these topics because there's so much anger out there.
ReplyDeleteLove the first pic! What a decorative stash.
ReplyDeleteTotally understand emergency caused by NO floss!
Am letting my bangs grow out. So far good. We'll see . . .
I’m reading this very late, but your rant is PERFECT. Thank you.
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