Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Snow Lies


Snow Lies

The snow lies softly
on the curve of the bare branch
as if its touch might arouse
as if this frozen blanket
might cause the sap
to burst through the
wound of your heart
as if you might awaken
to find my hand
on the curve of your bare arm
as if I might melt into
dark dormant bark
and wait for spring

Monday, February 6, 2012

I'm Cold! No, I'm Hot! No, I'm....


You know how Dr. M always has to pack a long sleeved shirt for me because I’m hot & can’t ever imagine being cold again? This same principal applies to weather patterns. Last week I was moaning about how warm it was & WOULD WE EVER SEE WINTER AGAIN??!! This was the thermometer when I left the house this morning. That looks a bit like winter – don’t you agree?

[Note: 64 is the indoor temp - just in case you were confused]
So of course I broke out the penguin hat because OH NO I’LL NEVER BE WARM AGAIN! Heh.


By noon I was shedding layers & wishing I had worn a tank top to work. And no, I am not having hot flashes! 

Anyway, enough whining – here’s a picture to help with your daily meditations. This is from our ramble yesterday. It was warm in the sun & chilly when the wind blew. Pretty perfect for a reptile like myself who needs outside forces to affect my body temperature. 


My goal for the week: 

Enjoy the days - 

all the days - 

every last one of the days...


Saturday, February 4, 2012

2012 Project 365 – Week Five



I’m spending an unexpectedly leisurely Saturday at home. I got my wires crossed & thought that I was going to Rita’s place to spend time with her & Sara today, but it’s next week. I had a good laugh at myself this morning when I figured it out. Wouldn’t Rita have been surprised if I had shown up at her house later today? Ha!

Sunday, January 29th    
I had church this morning and then spent a nice quiet afternoon at home. Dr. M took these pictures in our back yard. I love them all, but most especially his groupies in the tree. They sit up there and “yell” at him while he’s filling their feeder.




Monday, January 30th
I tried to get a picture of the sunrise on my way to work. As you can see, I don’t have a great view of it - & in fact when I get to that stop sign I turn right & don’t see it at all anymore.


Dr. M’s aunt & cousin made these Tower ‘o Towels to give away at Christmas. The one we got matched his school colors so he took it into work to decorate his bathroom there - & now he has spare towels if he needs them.


On his way home he stopped at a local cemetery to take pictures. I took one look at this one & started imagining the tale of the Champaign County hobbits – doesn’t it look like Bag End?


Tuesday, January 31st
You can read about this picture here. I’m so glad I had a really interesting audio book to keep me company while I waited!


And you can read about this picture here. Really – you need to go check it out because Dr. M is just the sweetest thing. Sigh.


Wednesday, February 1st
Dr. M took this picture. I don’t know why it pulls at me so, but don’t you want to go walking in those woods? Can you see the deer?


Today was a beautiful day.


I had to take a picture of our pitiful ancient sheets. Fortunately Dr. M bought new ones on this day so I don’t have to worry about sticking my whole foot through the hole now!


The State of the Bug, with her most favorite friend in the whole wide world. Snort.


Thursday, February 2nd
I love this picture of a sparrow – one of Dr. M’s groupies I’m sure.


Friday, February 3rd   
Dr. M took a lot of pictures on his way home from school. Yes, this is how I started the description of this day last week too – ha! Here is the kestrel formerly known as a peregrine falcon. She finally sat still long enough for Dr. M to get a good picture & identify her. We’re still calling her Perry though.


Dr. M took this one just for me – love me some bare branches against a blue sky.


LOLOLOL – makes me want to go to this church just in appreciation of their sign. Well, that & the fact that it’s across the road from my favorite ice cream place (Young’s Jersey Dairy).


A murder of crows. Dr. M could do a whole post just on the great crow pictures he took today.


Yes, the world thinks it’s already spring.


Saturday, February 4th  
If you read Dr. M’s post that I referenced above then you’ll know that the (correct) print he ordered came today. So finally, after 2 ½ years we decided to put pictures up in the bedroom. I took a few pictures.



This is one of Dr. M's paintings. And you really should check out a closeup of the small picture - it has flying penguins! Go here.




Go to Sara’s blog here to see the blogs of all the other Project 365 participants. Have a great week!

Most of our photos are taken with a 12 megapixel Nikon D5000 DSLR, using a 55-200mm zoom lens. This is the camera that Dr. M takes with him most days. We also take pictures with our old reliable 7 megapixel Canon Powershot A710. This is the camera that the Bug uses most of the time. If you’re interested in which camera was used for a particular shot, just ask!

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Just Because...

Bev, 2011

Speaking of being controversial, here’s a guest post from my friend Bev. Actually, I read it on her facebook page this morning & asked if I could steal it. I thought that it would be appropriate in light of the decision that the Susan G. Komen Foundation made to defund Planned Parenthood.

Bev & I went to high school together & when we reconnected on facebook I learned that she is a breast cancer survivor. She’s a fabulous feisty friend, who wants to save the world and her own life. She’s also a fabulous artist – go here to check out her work. And buy something! Her current job status is “Environmental Activist at Indentured to Breast Cancer”

She wrote this for her running community in 2009. (The emphasis added is mine)

I see it everywhere I go. It’s a race for something….

In 1996, shortly after my 2nd child was born, I realized there was a time-bomb in me. At 33, it didn’t have a name yet, but it got me running. It started with entering a local road race. I had so much fun that I wanted more. I lived in a small town and road races were few and far between. So, I found myself driving an hour to Charlotte, NC for the chance to run more races.

I didn’t care what for. I wanted that coveted prize – the T-shirt! Okay, when I got edged out on an age group award, I became obsessed. But admit it! We all do. We all stand around with our buds to the end to see if we got it. We have all checked with race chairs to make sure our times were right. But that’s what we do! We run in the rain, hot sun and slushy snow for a chance at the 3rd place medal. I couldn’t wait to be a master runner because there’re more chances to go home with something!

I found myself running for everything imaginable. But I never imagined any of it would ever affect me.

Then it happened. I was diagnosed with breast cancer at the age of 35. One of my running buddies said, “You’ll have to run one of those races now where they hand out pink hats.”

What? A pink hat? I need to get me one of those! So, with the power of the Internet, I found one! A race that vowed to find a cure for breast cancer. And I would get a pink cap! Sign me up! Six weeks after a mastectomy, I drove the kids and myself to Raleigh to run in my first Race for the Cure. I stayed overnight with cousin Joel and the adventure began. The next day, my world changed forever. I won! I won 1st place breast cancer survivor!

You know I was hooked! I have two containers of T-shirts from everywhere to prove it!

That was 10 years ago, and though I must say, there have been some advances, changes in theories, enlightenments that have lead to pink ribbons on everything you can imagine, and scores of runners, walkers, fundraiser and even MEN, yes, MEN, adorned in pink, not much has changed. I am a runner who had t-shirt envy. Now that I’ve run out of storage for my t-shirts, and I have a few medals strung with pink rather than red, white and blue, I need another motive to run through slushy, cold water running down the curb. You know. The kind that soaks your entire shoe and makes the rest of your run miserable.

Don’t get me wrong. We all owe a lot to everyone who pinned a bib onto that t-shirt. But advances in treatment and detection of this ailment are not doing what we first embarked to do – find a cure! I have since learned that the pink ribbon and Breast Cancer Awareness Month are both ingenious marketing ideas by companies wanting to further their cause. Although today it stands as a symbol of the stalwart and gallant women, and men, affected by this disease, full of stories that tug at your heart, it is a well designed strategy invented by companies looking for product promotion, better known as cause related marketing. The goal of finding a cure is somehow masked by this flurry of pink.

I live in the real world. It is a hard blow to someone who is looking with child-like wonder at the pomp and circumstance, delighting in the participation. But after the last water bottle is picked up and the volunteers are gathered from the intersections, we still have a disease that is life-threatening. We are still burdened with a long-term illness that we’ll have to continue to provide for in terms of medical care and costs. That’s a lot of t-shirts on the shelf. They just remind me, day in and day out, that the game of Russian roulette with insurance, medical bills and rogue cancer cells is still on. Which one will get me first?

This tends to get me thinking along the lines of prevention. It is time we dug out that relict saying, “An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.” Wow. How much have we given to that cure?

Is it not time we got back to basics and started looking for the prevention? I feel like we, as runners, the leaders of the pack in this evolution of marketing, can help round the corner on redirecting efforts, and not just for breast cancer, but for autism, multiple sclerosis, diabetes, HIV/AIDS, birth defects, and let me go through the closest and all my t-shirts for more reasons.

We can start simply by becoming aware of our environment? What is in our drinking water? What are we doing to our lawns and homes that affect our water sources? What chemicals have we become dependent on that are more for convenience? What are we exposing our children to for the perfect lawn? The perfect apple? The perfect home?

Is it worth all this to prevent a weed? To prevent a bug? To prevent a germ?

Hey, we as runners should say we want to prevent (insert disease or condition of your choice), and until you start to seriously consider this, we don’t want your t-shirt.

After all, would it not be nice to pass me on a trail wearing a t-shirt that says, “Fun Run Just Because”?

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

The One Where I Reveal My Exciting Life


So! I haven’t posted since Sunday. I’ve been trying to think poetic thoughts & they just meander through my brain & out the other side (which, if you’ve seen the magpie prompt for this week would seem to make for an excellent poem to match the picture, but no.). And I really wanted to join in with Naimh in Official Worldwide Say Something Controversial week but, my mind is a placid shallow pool and I’m not feeling very controversial (well, except as regarding the Republican field of candidates – only I’m not sure my views are all that controversial being as how they’re probably actually mainstream at this point). Since I have no poems or controversies to offer I’ll simply update you on my week.

On Monday I went to bed at 9:30. And promptly stuck my toe through the sheet again. Apparently, as you can see, my “sewing” didn’t really work very well.


On Tuesday I, hmmm, I’m not sure what I did on Tuesday. Oh! I know! This was my view on my way to work for about 25 minutes as they cleared away an accident on one of the two lane roads I travel.


I elected to not attempt a three point road turn since both shoulders dropped off by several feet. And also I don’t know another way to get to work from there. Sad. I shall study the map in case of future traffic jams.

Today I worked really hard (actually, this has been a pretty busy week altogether at work) and walked for about 10 minutes in the parking lot with a coworker. I have a long way to go before I’ll be doing any “walks for the cure” that’s for sure. But, most importantly, Dr. M bought new sheets! And he washed them! Woot! It’s the simple things people.

It’s frighteningly beautiful these days. I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop – perhaps a blizzard next week? Or a summer full of over 100 degree temps? Scary!


Dr. M teaches late on Wednesdays so I’ve just been hanging out with my other best friend.


I know you’re jealous. 

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Sunday Snippets


Today found me “darning” a hole in one of our bed sheets. We’ve had these sheets for probably 10 – 12 years now. It’s our only set & they have been worn to a lovely soft finish from repeated washings. I say “darning” because, you know those fine stitches that people use to sew up holes in things? Yeah, not so much in my house. That I would try to “sew” instead of going shopping for new sheets is yet another sign that I’m not much of a shopper. I don’t suppose someone could just drop off a set at our house could they? It’s a queen size, pillow top mattress. Thanks!

Our natural gas supplier came out to check our meter because they figured out that it wasn’t working. Apparently for a year because we got a bill with an estimate of what we owe for the last 12 months. Our monthly payment during that period of time wasn’t any lower than usual. Um, why is your equipment failure, which you didn’t notice for at least a year, a reason that I now have to pay you a big chunk of change? Don’t you know that I have a new set of sheets to buy & can’t afford this at the moment? Sheesh!

If this sounds pitiful (which upon re-reading it, yes, it does sound pitiful) I take heart in the fact that I’m not really loving the Nutella like I was afraid I would. I know! I’ve checked & I don’t have a fever. It just isn’t all that special to me. Now, if we were to add some marshmallow fluff then perhaps I would rethink my position. [Note: we won’t be adding any marshmallow fluff.]

Our Charlie Brown Christmas tree is still sitting in its corner. I’ve been contemplating ways to make it a Valentine’s Tree. What do you think? Would this work?


Saturday, January 28, 2012

2012 Project 365 – Week Four



Man what a dreary bluh week – I really wanted to spend the whole week wrapped up in soft blankets reading a book. But of course I didn’t - & neither did Dr. M, so we do have a few pictures for you.

Sunday, January 22nd    
Dr. M took bunches of pictures of squirrels this week. I’m just sharing this one today – you have to go to his blog to see the rest. Go! Now! Then you can come back to see the rest of our week.


Monday, January 23rd
This is what our sky looked like most of the week.


My first unsuccessful attempt to show you my new hair. I’m still trying to get the hang of the new camera.


Tuesday, January 24th
Ah, here we go – this is a little better. The State of the Bug – back to her original hair color (as she recalls).


Wednesday, January 25th
Even the Tax Time Pig had a devil of a week! (Groan…)


Thursday, January 26th
Although the skies have been gray & rainy, it’s been a lot warmer than usual. Here’s some confused parsley.


Dr. M’s lunch – very appropriate for the weather!


Friday, January 27th  
Dr. M took a lot of pictures on his way home from school. Here is my favorite flock of geese. I love how motley they are.


This is not actually a wetland – it’s just a field overcome by wet.


Up periscope!


I stopped & took a picture of my favorite tree on my way home from work. I like the view from the other side of the tree better, but I didn’t feel like walking up the road (I had to park beyond it to stop the car).


This was waiting on my desk when I got home – thanks sweetie!


Saturday, January 28th  
Although it was cool & windy, today was just too pretty to stay inside – finally! See?


The water is still pretty high.


This Great Pyrenees was giving us the eye – wanted to make sure we didn’t bother his sheep.


These aren’t his sheep, but we didn’t bother them anyway. I love how they get hay all over themselves – very funny.


Go to Sara’s blog here to see the blogs of all the other Project 365 participants. Have a great week!

Most of our photos are taken with a 12 megapixel Nikon D5000 DSLR, using a 55-200mm zoom lens. This is the camera that Dr. M takes with him most days. We also take pictures with our old reliable 7 megapixel Canon Powershot A710. This is the camera that the Bug uses most of the time. If you’re interested in which camera was used for a particular shot, just ask!

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